Getting Stuff Together

Now that I have my visa, I feel that I'm slowly slipping into the "putting it off" mode. I did that with applying for a year of service (YOS), with applying for my visa, and what might be booking a flight next. It's just happening so fast, and I'm starting to think I don't do well under pressure- or, pressure that has to do with making a decision quickly- took me about 2 months to take up my grandma's offer of getting a new computer! We're thinking mid-July, definitely before August, as my departing time...at least I'm thinking that. I think my mom is thinking in a week and a half. Now that it's final, I don't want to do it!!!! I don't wana suffer to learn lessons!!! ....ahhhh....what did I get myself into?! :)